The following is an account of the escape of my little sister's pet guinea pig. I wrote it as if it were a letter. I have no idea how old either of us was at the time. I was originally going to try and turn this into a poem, but I couldn't get it to work; damn thing just wouldn't cooperate. I didn't want the story to go to waste, so here we are. Side-note: this story makes me think of a phone call I got from my sister year's later, informing me that my mother had passed away.
Olivia,
Do you remember the pet guinea pig you had
when we were kids that chewed a hole through the cardboard box we kept her in,
just behind a pile of her green pellets of food? I don’t remember the sound she made when the
dog bit her, or if the dog actually bit her.
I don’t remember there being blood.
But I do remember holding her in my arms as she shivered in a dish
towel, and how even the coarse hair felt cold.
I remember crying uncontrollably, having to be the one to tell you she
was dead. I remember you, stone silent
as the turning of a page, still pondering the great escape. I guess that’s how it goes for some people;
time just seems to wash all of the messy details away, leaving behind the
polished wound. And tonight I’m sitting
wishing I were you, chewing the cap of a pen pressed hard against a piece of clean,
white paper, digging at the page, trying to remember her name.
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